Everything sucks right now but atleast I'm trying to get along with them. Whatever. I'm tired all the time and my body hurts.

imma go sleep


(live comm. LIVE!)

xox

Frank did it and believe me, I'm not too thrilled. I love them but they can just fuck off for doing this to me. Break my heart, pfft, and what reason did I deserve this for?

Nevermind, I just don't care. I can't wait for this thing to be born cause then i'm leaving, far from this bullshit.

mikey

Man it feels good to sleep. Just woke up an hour ago and played some games by myself, alone, with noone else. trying hard not to show that I want someone to actually hand out with.

I have some sticky stuff on my hand and its pissing me off. Imma wash it off, for the tenth time, when im down typing.

Frank seem to have told me he's sorry about pissing me off. Don't see the point of it though. It's just going to happen again. I'm kind of shooked that he hasn't hit me because he is angry, yet. He just hope he doesn't ever hit me or we might just have to make this scene bloody.

I decided since he was talking about me coming around too much and how sad it is that he only see's me and not Gee very much. If he wants to hang out, he'll come here. If not, then I'm keeping my stickly little ass put, here.

Nuggems keeps biting and clawing me so much that my arms and legs make me look like the emoest person ever. I don't think I can even find a place on my arm that isn't bloody or torn up. Okay okay, over reacting again but still. Looks not good.

Well i'mma go and sit around and wait for Gee to get home from wherever the hell he goes to everyday. Maybe I'll actually get a real conv. with him without panics, yelling, or running away from me.

xoxo

that one emo kid

Last week I was gone, nothing special. I'm going to be leaving Friday too to go to GA for 3 or 4 days.
I'm probably not going to do anything for my birthday even though it was over a week ago.
I got a kitten, named her Nuggems.
Everyone I know is taking all their bullshit out on me. Know what, I don't care who you miss or why your angry anymore. Your problem not mine. And I hate your ideas.
So what, I'm jealous, who cares. I need a guy, and to get far away.
Once my child is born, I think I'm going to move out and get my own place. I don't want a brother and his bi polar boyfriend being any kind of father to it if I'm not even wanted around MYSELF.
I'm under way too much stress and this kitten clawing and biting at my feet isn't helping it. I'm hungry, I haven't had a real meal type thing in about 2 weeks.
I think I'm starting to show a bit, but I think it's just my mind fucking with me. I'm almost 4 months pregnant and I'm still freaking out about it.
Me and frank have been fighting and agrueing alot more lately. Hurts but I stop caring right this moment.
Me and gee haven't been getting along as good. I miss the old gee. The one that actually seemed to give a damn about me.
But whatever. I'm tired and cold. Duggems haven't let me sleep at all for a week.
Now that she's finally sleeping, I might try to sleep myself.
Goodnight/morning.

xoxo
Mikey

I'm back finally. Trip was good but stressful. Frankie seemed to have missed me a little. Gee, he probably didn't even notice I was gone at all. Who knows. I'm tired. I'm stressed out. I'm sad still. I need some sleep... and probably a good lay.

xoxo

mikey

ew. frank doesn't shower. and he freaked out when i started washing him myself. thats just not right. then coming up with so cracked out story about his 'brother' dieing from being clean.

i love frank but thats just not cool frank. BE CLEANNNN

xoxo
mikey<3

Everything seems to be going alright lately. Me and Frank are still getting along, even though I still hate him for rubbing the fact that he has Gee, in my face and such. I'm a little mad at gee, well, not mad, just jealous I guess. All he would talk about was Frank, like he was the most important thing alive. Whatever, right?

I seriously need a boyfriend before I go insane for loving him so much. That or end up 'icing' frank. Teehee, okay so im not the godfather and such but still. Umm...

I'm kind of sad cause I have to leave for a week wednesday so that means I won't be with Gee and frank for my birthday. Not like anything special was planned or anything but yeah, I really just wanted to be there. But I'm going to find another hospital when I'm gone so I can see how the baby is doing and find out when I can find out if it is a girl or boy and all the fun stuff.

well, thats all I guess. Byes.

xoxo
Mikey.

Love you gee. You too, sorta, frank. and everyone else.

PS: he's mine frank so suck it. -glares-

Woah. Shit has been not.. good.

Okay so I'm what, 2 months into the pregnancy, 95% chance it is franks. I decided that i was going to keep it now. So whatever yay. if he wants to be the father, then alright, but if not, I raise it myself.

gee, poor guy. he's been through so much shit the last few weeks. it hurts so much... He thought he was pregnant but he wasn't. Glad cause 2 kids will suck. Some mother fucker molested him on the way to the store so now he is all acting like a depressed mental person. Wont let people touch him at all. And the other night Frank carving away at his arms. Also cuted his chest/stomach.

I love gee and I want him to get better. I hate seeing him like this. I'm trying my best but I guess it's not enough. Later on, me and frank will have to find that asshole and get pay back on him.

I swear, he's going to wish that we will kill him.

xoxo

On new news about the pregnant-ness.

We still don't know how far I am, or if that test was even 100% right. But if I really am, I have been thinking alot about just getting an abortion. save us all the trouble and hoping I still wont be alone.

I need someone.

xoxo

The other day Me and Gee started talking about if one of us ever got knocked up and I decided I wanted to make sure I wasn't. So the next day we went out and bought a test. Make a long story short, I am indeed pregnant. It's either Gee's or Franks. But I know who's it is so getting tests to see who it is isn't needed. But I guess it is better he stays an uncle to the kid... for legal reasons.

Later on this week we are going to have to see how far I am, or some kind of bullshit like that.



I'm hungry.

Byes
xoxo
Mikey

Me and Gee had a nice time drinking coffee in our kitchen. Nice and quiet.

Other news, Frank finally got what he deserved. I hope his ass was still hurtting though.

xoxo
Mikey

Gee dressed in drag and took me out clubing. Interesting actually.

Eariler today I got my chest and belly button peirced. Don't know why but I like them so whatever. But my left nipple is still hurting from it. Gerard came home when I was in a skirt so yeah, I told him I'm wanting to wear them now. He seemed too pleased about it... I like them though, they are comfy and stuff, makes me feel pretty. Then we just hung out and watched teent titans and some other cartoons.

anyways peace

mikey xoxo

Me and Gerard hung out all day for once. We saw a movie, though I don't remember much from it since I was sleeping through most of it, the some girls attacked Gee so I made a run for it. Then we just randomly drove around and went to a coffee shop. After that, we got home and I gave him his present. He seemed rather please with it, so I'm glad.

Mikey xoxo

Me and Gee are getting along better but I am starting to worry about our poor little Frankie though. Even though I get off to hearing that boy suffer and scream in angony, I still feel bad for him.

Later on I have a preset for Gee.

GOod night

Mikey xoxo

So Quinn and Bert are getting married and Me, Gee, and Frank are all stuck in this whole 'sex' love triangle thing we have going on. I need to get a serious relationship, though I do love being with them both...

To sum up last night: I have a new found respected of Frank and Gee's sexual life and I would ABSOLUTALLY love to be with them together again at nights. Repeating is also fun too. So good I can (still) taste it...


Peace


Mikey xoxo

Love you both (Gee and Frank....and everyone else!)

I spent a large amount with Conor this weekend and such. Frank and him seem to becoming the best of friends. (You better not take my best friend away, Frankie...) But its cool I guess. Me and conor spent all weekend painting on his red door and read and making fun of this; such as frankie being short or how i am so called a shin eating robot. It was fun, sunday, we was begging the 'lord' in priesty sounding voices for his shins or for people to give their shins to us.

We also was playing Worms 3d and I blew off the Mummy's shins, it was fun. Lots of fun shin and dieing goat time.

I need a life ... and to get layed soon or something.


Peace out

xoxo Mikey

It hurts. Brandy and I are over now. No wedding, no relationship, no kids........ shut up. I really do love him. Cant say it is anyones fault really though.


I'll miss him!


(( Bye Joyce, I wish you could have stayed on here! =( Peace out Wifey!))


Mikey

I asked Gee to be my best man. He said he would. I'm glad, cause there is no way in hell Frank is going to be it. -smiles- I'm kidding frank.

I told Frank the news and he started being mean saying I was more of the mother type and pretty much that I would make a bad father. What the hell. Oh well.

Quinn knows too. He thought he wasn't going to get invited. Poor guy, of course he is!


Peace

I love brandy

OMFGLIKEWHOAI'MSOFUCKINGHAPPYRIGHTNOWICOULDTWOSTEPONYOURFACEHARDCORESTYLE!!!!!!!!!!


I'm so happy right now! I'm going to be a father! You hear that, a fucking father! God I'm so happy! Branden is pergnant. I love him so much, but I hope this is what he wants.



Fuck how lucky am I!


xoxo

Mikey!

Well, I do have to say, waking up was one hell of a shock. Me and Gee in the floor sleeping together. Odd actually. I was like sitting on his legs with my head up on his stomach and he had like some kind of death grip on my shoulders so my poor little chest was been all up too close to his groin and stuff. I was just praying he wasn't having any 'good dreams' cause then I would have to kill him. Ha. Interesting though, cause I remember I was going to 'get back at him' for making me twitch by him licking my face and biting my shoulders but then I was too tired and fell asleep. I don't know, weird night it was...


-yawn- I'm out of this biotch.

Peace

xoxo
Mikey


PS: I still miss you Brandy, babe!!

I've been sleeping all day long. I am still so tired... Frank brought over his puppy and we were coming up with names for it. He stuck with Pansy though. Good name.

Gee's been all moody lately, thinking I'm ignoring him since I started dating Brandy. I think he is jealous or something. But I don't know. I hope he gets back to normal soon..


I miss Brandy, I hope to see him today!!


xoxo
Mikey

Okay, I haven't seen Brandy much in the last two days. Makes me really sad. I love him so much... Ugh. So yeah, i was so lonely and shit I got hold to some of Jephs beers and some people gave me like 10 CCC. So I was trippin like hell. Frank, I think I amused him alot tonight, but he was scared. He wants Ripley to look at my fish cause they appearntally play soccer. I think he is trying to fuck with me head.

Whatever. Peace out and hope you had a good time on your date Jeph!!

-hipcup-

Theres something I have to tell everyone and its heart breaking to say. But everyone needs to know the true of this....
























Frank's Short

Gee, I'm sorry to embarrass you like this. But my dickpenis is way bigger than yours are. AND I didn't have sex with Frank, sees how little you know about either of us! ^_^ Teheehee. Tonight, let me sleep, damn you!


Last night, me and Gee were 'fighting' sort of again. I swear he is the reasons I sleep until 5 PM.


Peace.

Today has been a total drag. Not much is happening, so boring. I saw Brandy and Gee for just a little bit. Jeph stopped by for a few minutes too, Im sort of hanging out with Quinnifer right at the moment, just messing around with art.com. So chick made a picture of Gee on there so I tryed out making one of me in the 'Ghost of You' Video. Kinda happy about it.

http://artpad.art.com/?iiu1ya11uwl0 Check it out.

Well imma go back to Quinn and find something to do.

Good night everyone!

I love Brandy<333333

Mikey

PS: I drew bertie and Gee too! Woot Im getting almost like Gee!!!
http://artpad.art.com/?iiu3mp7t4lo
http://artpad.art.com/gallery/?iiu45m12i8mo

I don't know weither to be happy or to be mad right now.

Okay, happy: Branden gave me a promise ring. and omg! I love it so much. I love him so much ^_^.

Mad: Frankie is being mean to me. Picking on me cause I dead in our 'Ghost of you' video and shit. We thinks I'm not worth living. You guess don't think that do you? Gee, Brandy, Quinnifer.. -sniff- He hurt my feelings, i swear it.


xoxo

-squeals like school girl- Brandy said yes! Yes, to me, I'm... so fucking happy! Its like fjdhfjdskjfsls ERRRR! I want to dance now! =D


Also Me and Gee went fish hunting at wal-mart. OMG! And I got a new Mikey fish with BIGGER mutant cheeks!
( Fishie )



Peace

xoxo
Mikey

I'm so tired right now. A bit happy though. Frank isn't that much mad at me still. Me and Gee and Quinn and Frank were all talk (different times though). Gee is going to help me with my drawing for Branden and going to get me another Mikey fish!


I miss mikey fish, and Branden...

( RIP Mikey Fish )

nights

-You dont like it? Go fuck yourself. You don't like it? Ill fucking stab you in the fucking fuck face! awwwwwwww yeah!
-Its good, you need more fuck in it though. and a line about sucking men off.

good times. lol

xoxo mikey

I'm so happy right now. Bertie and Quinni-fer got together. Those two were so made for each other, I swear. OMFG!!! I sound like a highschool girl. -sigh-

I really like Branden. Alot. I asked him out, but he probably wont take me seriously and just think I am being low lifed and all I want to do is get in his pants. (not that it is hard to or anything. i kid. ) I mean really though, he is a good lay and has one hell of a talented mouth on him. But that is beside the point!!! I really do like him and I want us to be MORE than just sex. I know noone is ever going to believe I said this, but I actually want a relationship with him.

And to video tape Jeph beating off in his sleep again, but still!


Well good night peoples. I'm going to go bug Gee about how to use paints and blending colours on a drawing I have been trying so hard to do for the last few days. I hope it comes out alright. ^_^


xoxo

Mikey (<3 Branden)

Okay, so today, I learned that everyone is trying to keep secerts from me. Frankie is the first one to come out and tell me everyone already knows....



( Super homo boy? )

xoxo
Mikey...

Hey guys!

I'm Mikey from My Chemical Romance. I play bass and love doing so more and more everyday.

I love lots of things; people too. I love my family, my friends. I love our fans, even though they drive us completely insane. My friends that we tour with such as Bert, Quinn(ifer), Jeph, Branden, all those great guys. Anthrax is my whole life, just about, I would probably have died without them. (But don't tell anyone, but I would so pick them and smashing pumpkins over my brother.... -looks around-)

Well, that is as much as I have to say right now!

Goodnight<3

Mikey xoxo